2011 has been a nightmare , last night , my nerves got the better of and I came to terems that I’m going to have to face a situation head on.

I’m more than nervous about returning to a place I called ‘ Home ‘.

The place I used to go to to get away , has now become a place that’s tainted due to a life instance.

I’ve never been this alone with my thoughts in my life , sometimes I think should I even consider going back at all because I know I’ll be ill for a while before heading out , I need to kill this feeling.

The way I view it now is , I did not deserve her , I deserved something far better .

Not one email of any explanation has ever been made to me.

I’m empty.

2 Responses to “Nerves”

  1. on 06 Nov 2011 at 7:15 am Matron

    Been there! it takes about 20 years to get out of the front of your mind. Meanwhile get out there and dig! xxxxxxx

  2. on 07 Dec 2011 at 11:18 pm gary glynn

    hello geezer, hang on in there…………………

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